With You

Some memories have been shared.

Most of them were good. Most of them made me felt a little giddy inside.

Most of them made me smile a little brighter than usual.

This is not my first time falling in love alone.

Not my first time falling in love within a distance.

Neither my first time keeping the feeling just to myself.

Time has changed. A lot.

Past times showed me that sometimes falling in love alone is much better than to express it.

But with you, I want to start something new.

With you, I want to start feeling things like I used to again.

With you, I want to start feeling like myself again, without doing much effort to it.

With you, I want to laugh a little louder, till the only tears exist doesn’t come from a cry but from a laugh you trigger.

With you, I want some things change a little better for myself.

I know it feels like I’m reaching for someone I can’t see.

Feels like I’m reaching for the end of the sea.

I know you’re there, but somehow you’re still far away.

But you should know that not even one of them I regret to feel.

Being able to enjoy every second I adore you from the distance is already a bliss.

I have missed the feeling, missed the way my heart rate scrambled when you’re not far away from me.

I may not need to know (even sometimes I want to) whether you’re feeling the same.

How we deal with ourselves right now is something I don’t want to take for granted.

Dear the owner of soft shady brown eyes,

I know I might not be the star in your universe, but I know for sure you are in mine.

May Allah eases your way to a great future you currently pursue.

It is your name that is in my most sincere whisper in every prayer.

-from the girl who drowned in your eyes

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About ayundazikrina

Woman with dreams
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